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does anyone ever feel like that on somedays? i'm not exactly sure what that means, but that's how I feel somedays.

A coworker of mine from two years ago has been undergoing cancer treatment for his stomach cancer for a while now and was recently hospitalized. He's about my age, probably two years older...and of the many people i know that work here, he's one of the few with a genuine heart and happy personality and thankful attitude. Last night around midnight, he passed away, leaving behind his wife and baby. If that doesn't put one's life into perspective, the heart must be extremely calloused. Sometimes its difficult to understand why God allows certain things to happen.